Opening My Veins

Dear Internet,

   List of songs describing how I feel:

1. "What If" by Kate Winslet
2. "Total Eclipse of the Heart" by Bonnie Tyler
3. "Dream On" by Aerosmith
4. "Mama Mia" from the musical, Mama Mia
5. "I Wanna Hold Your Hand" by The Beatles
6. "If I Never Knew You" from Disney's Pocahontas
7. "Broken Vow" by Josh Groban
8. "I Will Always Love You" by Whitney Heuston
9. "Always" by Bon Jovi
10. "I'm Not That Girl" from the musical, Wicked
11. "Love Again" by Cascada
12. "Live and Learn" from Sonic Adventure 2 Battle
13. "Happy Ending" by Avril Lavigne
14. "It's Not Over" by Chris Daughtry
15. "How It Used To Be" by Chris Daughtry
16. "Unbreak My Heart" by Toni Braxton
17. "To Where You Are" by Josh Groban
18. "Open Arms" by Journey
19. "Seperate Ways" by Journey
20. "I'll Be There For You" by Bon Jovi

They say love never dies.  They say it's never too late to say you're sorry.  But I know better.  No matter how much you love somebody, it's possible for them to completely turn their back on you and walk away, even if you know they still love you.
Gee, why have I been depressed lately.  I wonder.
I will always love him, and there's not a damned thing I can do about it. And he doesn't care.
Except he DOES care about me.  And he keeps talking to me from time to time, trying to be friends with me. But like the saying goes, that's like saying "I hit your dog with my car, but you can keep the body if you want."